Early tomorrow morning, I will get on a train to the Netherlands, where I will attend a magic mushroom ceremony. This will be my third visit to the temple; the third psychedelic spring cleaning of my spirit. I will be heading there alone, which I am happy to do. But there are a lot of people I wish I could bring with me, and share the experience with. I was thinking about that this morning, and spontaneous started making something I can share with them/you: a mix.
I’m delighted with how it’s turned out. These ceremonies have had such a profound impact on me, I find it difficult to speak about them. Sometimes I write about them instead, and that seems to work better. But I think this mix is a strong supplement to any words I could ever string together. There’s a real variety of songs, and collectively I think they capture the sense of seeking I bring to the ceremonies, and the sense of expansiveness they give me in return. The feeling is simultaneously sensual and spiritual - a feeling of finally inhabiting one’s skin fully and transcending it altogether. It is like being alive on another scale and dimension. I suppose it isn’t for everyone, but I cannot recommend it enough.
This week I’ve been re-reading some of Francoise Bourzat’s extremely useful book, Consciousness Medicine, in preparation for the journey ahead. She spends a good chunk of the first chapter explaining the importance of surrender in exploring expanded states of consciousness. One of the lines that stood out to me was:
“Surrender is a combination of active receptivity toward and curiosity about whatever shows up.”
It strikes me as a good description of the best way to listen to music. And certainly, when a song really lands, it absolutely creates an expanded state of consciousness. Bourzat’s talk of surrender also reminded me of the lyrics of one of the first songs I knew needed to be on this mix. One of my favourite verses of all time, from my favourite song by John Cale:
Where is the art of sorcery?
We wanna be fooled again.
Staggered by deception
Charmed into submission
Helpless as a deck of cards.
As I said, I need to catch a train in a few hours. It will take me to a place that looks roughly like this:
And then I will travel onwards to a place that looks roughly like this:
I will be listening to this:
and this:
And while you mightn’t be able to join me in the mushroom underworld, I hope you will join me in the music.
You can listen here, or here:
It's been a while since I've done any psychedelic voyaging, but music is definitely a huuuuge part of the journeying for me. Different melodies go a long way towards inflencing the state I am in in that time and subsequently what I end up thinking about!
Good luck and have some deep insights <3
Thank you! Just on my way home now. Definitely went deep. The music they played there was a massive help with that. And I think listening to this playlist on the way there helped influence the trip, too. I'm certainly going to keep listening. :)
If I make another playlist in this vein, do you have any suggestions?